long distance

I had a good chat with a friend today.

It's strange how disconnected I feel from everybody here. It's easy to see which friends are solid, dependable, long term friends and which friendships are the ones that fall apart with distance. At the same time, only a couple of the friends I've made at King's are those long term friends.

I don't want to lose any, from here or there.

But it's long distance now.

giving it up

I am learning to give myself up to God.

That's one thing I've always sucked at. It is so hard to relinquish control of your life.

No matter how little control you feel you have.